love

ya know that feeling you have when you really like someone and things are going great, but there's just something missing and you can't put your finger on it? this guy has everything going for him, you get along great, you're really attracted to him...but...but what?!
well, i've come to a conclusion. and before i forget, why do people just throw out 'i love you', like nothing?!! okay, back to my conclusion.
i think when you're in a relationship and everything is perfect and literally nothing in the world could stop you from being with that person and NOTHING is missing....well...i think that's love.
LOVE...meaning IN love. love is another story.
i think you can love someone once you've gotten to know them and you care deeply about them, and you actually would care if they got hit by a car....or something....

so why do so many people stay in relationships if they know it's just "love" and not "LOVE"? i think it's because they're bored. honestly, people!! what's wrong with the world?! i can't say much about that seeing as i DO find relationships..entertaining. that's probably not the right word, but you know what i mean. and in all honesty, i have been lead on, used, cheated on, and had my heart broken mmaaaannnyyy times, but i think those experiences have helped me keep my heart guarded.
(BACHELOR SHOUT-OUT!: WHERE ARE YOU KASEY?!!?!?!??!! COME GUARD AND PROTECT MY HEART!!!!!!!!) i don't let people close enough to break my heart anymore, because i KNOW it's just shallow "love". anyway, hopefully when i meet that guy, he'll get a tattoo to prove that he is always going to guard and protect my heart *AHEM*. psycho.
seriously though...love is pretty much a game. a mind game. it just plays with your emotions yet people thrive on that. k seriously?
something is sick and wrong with that.