and that's that.

you wait your WHOLE life for your life to start. i waited for 18 years to graduate from high school. 18 years is a long time to wait for a 24 hour period of utter.....normalcy??? let's just say, the day of graduation WAS just another day-for the most part.

i kindof made a list in my head of all the days my life was going to all the sudden be amazing and everything would be perfect. graduation was probably the first, then moving to college, and getting married, etc.
thinking back, i wasted alot of time wishing things were different. this past year, i have accomplished so much more than i ever thought possible, and it makes me sad to think that i wished anything were different. i wished i was skinner, prettier, more tan, smarter, more popular....ya know...all that...
anyway, i've come to think that i'm pretty great! haha i mean, i might not be a size 2, and i'm definitely not a natural olive skinned beauty, but hey, i'm me and i'm glad that i'm NOT like anyone else!
k, so all of that just sounds really stupid...but it's true.