when the going gets rough...

sometimes love is harder than you think it's going to be, but being able to overcome those trials *together* makes you that much stronger. I make so many mistakes every single day, but i found someone who is willing to look past most of them...ahem...and love me anyway.

ugly.

when i typed that title i thought of a whoooooole lot to blog about. however, im talking about my blog, itself. it's ugly. it used to be cute. but now i just don't care enough to change it. that's partially why i created my new blog. anyway, if you're wondering why my blog is ugly...get over it cause its probably not changing anytime soon. cool.

this post is about that one guy...again.......

every single day i get nervous to see josh. i still get butterflies when i know i get to see him. it's funny to think that he's mine. 6 months later, we're still two peas in a pod, and he is still handsome as ever.

Find someone who isn't afraid to admit they miss you. Someone who knows you're not perfect but treats you as if you are. Someone who's biggest fear is losing you. One who gives their heart completely. Someone who says I love you and means it. Last but not least, find someone who you wouldn't mind waking up with you in the morning, seeing your wrinkles and your gray hair but still falls in love with you all over again.

our children's names.

i a making a list of my children's names so nobody can steal them and if you name your children these names, i will freaking hunt you down. also, what the heck is wrong with blogger that it won't let me put spaces in between my paragaphs?? jerks. Okay, for the record there was a HUGE space right before this sentence. (and here) okay, 1. Ronan Joshua Bryant 2. Aleksandr Duncan Bryant 3. Milo Theodore Bryant. it seems that nobody likes these names, but ask me how much i care! haha!

when the going gets rough.

even on those days when i just want to cry, he is still by my side ready to dry my tears. maybe everything is my relationship is the way it should be, but that doesn't mean im not lucky. i thank my lucky stars every single day for him.

sometimes...

sometimes i get butterflies for a couple hours...but only when josh is around................. sometimes i smile uncontrollably...but only when josh is around................. sometimes i smile even when i'm mad at him...but only because i know he will smile back and i love it............. sometimes i remember how lucky i am to be in love...but only because i have josh.................... i love him.

my man.

this quote sums about everything i've ever wanted in a man. and guess what.... i got it.

hate to see you go, love to watch you leave

whenever josh leaves to go somewhere, i just love to watch him walk away. he has such a nice butt. for real...it's perfect. on another note, josh loves volleyball. i love when he plays sports. he's really good at sports! however, whenever he plays volleyball, he plays at like 9:30 at night! I don't like it because that means we aren't in bed at the same time and sometimes i get pathetically worried that something is going to happen to him at 9:30 at night. we can probably thank my mother for my hypochondriac behaviors, even after i swore i would never be like that. anyway, josh is most attractive to me when he is smiling, taking care of me, or being loving. josh is second most attractive to me when he is going to play sports, and third, all other times. okay, i'll be honest, i am always attracted to josh. anyway...i need to take more pictures.

for some reason, i felt like this picture was appropriate.

my josh.

it's nice knowing that he is mine. in fact, it's more than nice. it's the best feeling in the world. i have the comfort of knowing that he will always be by my side. he will stay with me through the good times and the bad. he makes me want to be a better person every single day and never ceases to do anything and everything to put a smile on my face and take care of me. flowers, popsicles, hugs, and smiles. he is my everything. he is my josh. and i am his avb.