hate to see you go, and hate to watch you leave

leaving josh...or josh leaving me was SO hard. one month. seems like nothing, right? WRONG. one month without a single word from the one i love. yeah, it sucks. it's day 5. kill me. 24 to go. ugh.

this is josh literally right before he walked into the security line...at 5 in the morning. i look awesome. but i love this picture. so josh. always adorable.

i love him so much! only 24 days til i get to see his not so nervous smile and feel his arms around me tight!!